1. |
Victim
04:30
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You hung the moon
I can hear it choking
Unlike a Broken clock thats right twice
If we’re taking stock, you never have been
Just a matter of time
Just a matter of perspective
But it’s so easy isn’t it?
The baby that’s the best thing you ever did
Was easier than actually executing
Any semblance of those dreams you had
But it’s so easy isn’t it?
The human you don’t understand
Makes a convenient enemy
Instead of an opportunity to reflect and grow
Can’t act like you know
When you don’t know what you don’t know
On a direct dive straight to the bottom
No attempt to learn to swim
Where do I even begin?
If there’s a kill switch
You can’t wait to push it
And those scars justify
Your willingness to die
But only enough to
Elicit sympathy
But it’s so easy isn’t it?
Your god, her book and church
Remove the need to be accountable
For all the choices you’ve made and ever will make
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2. |
Life On Fire
03:37
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Aromatic asphalt
Melting tires
And this midday sun
I can smell the storm coming
Harbinger of change
12 hours from now
This patch of sky will be yours
For now, it pours on my
Piece of this planet
The dead wish to be remembered
Spirits intend to be seen
I’m glad that you’re embracing your ghost
Cause I’m pretty sure this house is haunted
Life on fire
Isn’t it romantic?
All this goddamn panic
With my life on fire
Lack of value, laying low
Living dead, dying slow
Eyes cold, grey from birth
If lifes not broken, show me the worth
The edges that define me
Protect me and bind me
Don’t fit this fabric I’m in
Can’t bend or blend in
This city doesn’t sleep
And neither can I
Street walkers and death seekers
My muse, my inspiration
Life on fire
Isn’t it romantic?
All this goddamn panic
With my life on fire
Why not just be frantic?
No time for semantics
With my life on fire
The right option is no better than the worst
Wallowing in doubt and regret
A place I won’t soon forget
This world wants family, comfort and love
I live for failed near-death experience
Vertigo
No fear of falling
In fact, I think I’ll jump
I think I’ll jump
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3. |
Survive Till Sunrise
03:43
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Sleep you protector
Why have you forsaken me?
If only I could function not needing you
Running on depleted resources
I'm losing strength exponentially
Sometimes I don't know how I
Survive till sunrise
The silence of weight, wait
The weight of years endears
Counting seconds in dead skin
Trading pain for pain
I will survive till sunrise
Hold on, survive till sunrise
You can, you will, you must
Survive till sunrise
Somehow sick without ever intending to be
Somehow sick despite all the effort to the contrary
Everything unknown seems magnificent
This future fantasy fallacy beckons me
Beautiful decomposition
And I can’t wait to die
Prone, limp and useless
Unresponsive to this emotion
Looking for a place to hide
If I abuse you for my solace
It's only because I have to
I don’t fear death, I’m afraid of time
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4. |
Tonight
05:02
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What would you have me do?
Your eyes beg for sins you
Are not prepared to live through
What would you have me be?
I left my armor, my horse at home
And your dowry isn’t worth the heartbreak
Every single day for the rest of my life
I’ll think of you, even if that isn’t true
Not your knight tonight
I can’t save you
No matter how badly you want me to
Not your knight tonight
I can’t save you
No matter how often you ask me to
Which Nolita are you now?
Someday someone will consume you
But for now, I have the strength not to
Which man do you think I am?
You’re in love with your fantasy
I promise this will be best as a memory
Every single day for the rest of my life
I’ll think of you, even if that isn’t true
Not your knight tonight
I can’t save you
No matter how badly you want me to
Not your knight tonight
I can’t save you
No matter how often you ask me to
You will never be everything she already is
Not your knight tonight
I can’t save you
No matter how badly you want me to
Not your knight tonight
I can’t save you
No matter how often you ask me to
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5. |
Preta
04:07
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Voice in the dark
Hands reaching for
Flesh long left behind
Just follow the sound
Of my breath
Subversive, bearing your soul so innocently
Are you coming for me tonight?
How can I sleep?
With this guilt not wanting to
Beasts we are, lest beasts we become
Make me one with the storm in you
Beasts we are, lest beasts we become
I love the way you haunt me, Preta
You make me
Doubt my worth
Borderline worship
I don't know
What's worse
Watching, the perfection you perform
Supernatural you can’t be real
Are you coming for me tonight?
How can I sleep?
With this guilt for wanting you
Should have never let you have that key
These things I don’t want to wish you to do to me
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6. |
Feral
04:05
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Going blind watching this rising sun
Russian roulette with bulleit but no gun
All the dreams lost and undone
I’m as violent as they come
Been bad since day one
Livin’ this death wish
Cause none of this will last
Full on black hat now
Wilder than I should ever be
Fighting instinct to be part of society
Creeping in
A place I never thought I’d be
Dark, blackening this stone heart
These teeth
Filed down to a point
Ground, clenched
And bleeding through
I’m Feral
And I need a shorter leash
Ballerinas and Lambos
Brazilians and black lipstick
Let’s add another of each of those
Let the whisky find the core of me
Titanics always sink and
I’m aiming for every iceberg
Didn’t get to choose my first breath
Let’s see if I can find my last
Self-destruction is so seductive
Self-destruction is so seductive
Lived my life like a dog at the end of a chain
Muscles burn, eyes bloodshot from the strain
You better hope
You better hope I don’t break free
Can’t help but growl
Every time I’m near you
Can’t you tell I’m asking you to ruin me
I can smell that you want to
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