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Noct

by Nefariant

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1.
Beg 04:35
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I swear this building is an inferno ‘cause I can barely breathe Everything inside me telling me to leave Two horns, two tails; a stare to make your heart fail This pentagram I didn’t know I was standing in Dodging streetlights as if they were lethal We’re heading anywhere but home What is it inside of you that ignites desire inside of me? If you’re not my witch you’ll do ‘till I find her Until you take the soul you so clearly see thru me Beg, I won’t Leather latex skin; blood, your knife’s within Don’t tell me you’ll kill me without the courage to match your conviction Beg, I won’t; Don’t you, Beg Stiletto marks inside of my windshield Leave them there to remind me of you Melting elastomer extrudes. the smoke secludes When attitude exceeds adhesion at least we’ll die pretty What is it about you that ignites the truth in me? Beg, I won’t Leather latex skin; blood, your knife’s within Don’t tell me you’ll kill me without the courage to match your conviction Beg, I won’t; Don’t you, Beg Which moon raised you? Who taught you those things you do? I’m pretty sure this is a dead end but at least I know what’s coming If you’re not my witch you’ll do till I find her Come take the soul you so clearly see thru me Beg, I won’t Regal, feline, fine; don’t tell me you love me When you don’t even know my middle name Beg, I won’t; Don’t you, Beg
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On War 03:51
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This dream is just a death wish At last, All I see is open road Heart pumping, I’m alive for the last time Finally, a clear path to the end You can’t haunt me if I’m already gone This dream is just a death wish That’s all its ever been All its ever been Resistance does not end with victory I’m ready to die Always carry two coins for my eyes Reject the elders If they were right then Why do we have this revolution? Pray all you want There’s no god here today And I’m still showin’ up This dream is just a death wish That’s all its ever been All its ever been Resistance does not end with victory I’m ready to die Always carry two coins for my eyes War dreams of itself And no one’s sleeping here No one sleeps anymore Resistance does not end with victory I’m ready to die Always carry two coins for my eyes Ready to die Always carry two coins for my eyes Ready to die Always carry two coins for my eyes
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Legend 05:05
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With these limbs I built homes With these limbs I defended men With these limbs I molded clay Why did they betray me? No amount of medicine will fix me Not enough of me to go around Not enough, covered in tubes but I will go down fighting All my facilities have given in All has given in, All except my soul No voice to express my disdain Just a nod to my inevitable defeat My son, don't fall into their molds Be the best assassin you can be, or not at all Find this Nefariant seed I see in you Vengeance, you are my reflection Give them the hell they gave me ten-fold If tell you I can do it you just have to trust This bed, body is a cage My sadness perceived as rage Let me feel if I can't fuck, Let me fight if I can't feel Give love when it gives back and let me go All my facilities have given in All has given in, All except my soul No voice to express my disdain Just a nod to my inevitable defeat My son, don't fall into their molds Be the best assassin you can be, or not at all Find this Nefariant seed I see in you Vengeance, you are my reflection Give them the hell they gave me ten-fold Let me go My son, don't fall into their molds Be the best assassin you can be, or not at all Find this Nefariant seed I see in you Vengeance, you are my reflection Give them the hell they gave me ten-fold
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Bury You 04:18
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Is that a shovel in your closet? It smells like fresh dirt at least For someone so sad look at all the fun you’ve had Diggin’ a hole in your soul If there’s an S on my chest its ‘cause you carved it there With all the love and care of a mortician And if I had a fear of death We would never have lived this life Till death do us part For what you did, what you did to my heart This I ask of you, let me be the one to bury you Is that a shovel in your closet With pieces of my flesh on it? For two so jaded, porcelain moonlight faded We wouldn’t have it any other way If there’s no crown on your head you can wear mine instead Dearly departed take my heart with you If I had a fear of death We would never have lived this life Till death do us part For what you did, what you did to my heart This I ask of you, let me be the one to bury you Till death do us part For what you did, what you did to my heart This I, I promise you I will be the one to bury you
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Gravedigger 03:16
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Lookin back at you, it’s true that there could have been a better way But how can you justify taking your own life When the same could be said about any of us instead Breathe deep. Don’t make me lift you up by your feet Every day we all tell ya to hang in, goddamn How would it be fair to make any of us find your bag of bones swingin’? I’m not gonna be your gravedigger Didn’t come here to watch you die Don’t be dead weight, dragging all of us down You gonna make one of us a gravedigger If you take your own life. You wanna go? You better, You better, Dig You better dig Listen when I tell you no plan ever has been sound I know you feel like there has never been a ground but We all struggle, but in place of each mistake Is every new breath that you take What makes you think your pain is special? Like this life isn’t hell though Time to face your demons down Do you really think that rope will absolve you? I’m not gonna be your gravedigger Didn’t come here to watch you die Don’t be dead weight, dragging all of us down I’m not gonna be your gravedigger This life is pointless, relentless, never painless Ain’t no way I’m letting you get out ahead of me Why would you make me be your gravedigger? I can’t carry your weight on top of mine I know, I know, I know, I know That you don’t really wanna be a gravedigger You just want to kill something inside This is not too big, You don’t have to,Dig You don’t have to dig Be anything other than the best that you have been You’re not defined by yesterday my friend We all stumble, but that self-pity is just fear Of learning anything and everything the hard way
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Helpless 03:18
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You will forever be my favorite failing What’s left of our love, my suture Memories a salve that can’t quite heal The loss of my foundation We let it in, and it split us limb from limb This parasitic loss of care, don’t you dare You know where every hole is in me I don’t know if I can bare that exposure I can’t help but grieve that grief in you You will forever be my favorite failing What’s left of our love, my suture Memories a salve that can’t quite heal The loss of my foundation This foundation is crumbling Showing signs of fatigue Of corners cut to hide discomfort Resulting in pain that far exceeds Oh, how I struggle to be kind While slowly showing signs Of my own reluctant acceptance You will forever be my favorite failing What’s left of our love, my suture Please be gentle, I’m easy to dismantle I’ve lost the gravity that’s held me And the torment of it all is that The truth I could not speak I’ve lost the gravity that’s held me And the torment of it all is that The truth I could not speak Would have cost me this angel And the torment of it all is that The truth I could not speak Would have cost me this angel That I am losing now, anyhow Memories a salve that can’t quite heal The loss of, the loss of you
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Kenotic 03:40
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Hook, line, and sinker Every time I think of her A lifetime on the run, from no one This I promise you I will break your heart Somehow Still Sad No matter how big that smile on your face Empty eyes, they betray A lost and lonely soul Years, fears, a jail cell later I still can't find a way to get through, to you My original muse, I tried to lose My life to you Hook, line, and sinker Every time I think of her A lifetime on the run, from no one This I promise you I will break your heart At what cost? How much of your sanity has been lost? And how did you get here in the first place? Which life was mine? Now set sail May the wind and the waves drive you home I wish nothing but the best for you And everyone that you do this to I need you to love you Cause if you don’t This time Its gonna kill me Hook line and sinker Every time that I think of her A lifetime on the run, from no one This I promise you I will break your heart

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released February 9, 2024

Produced and mixed by Ulrich Wild
Mastered by Paul Logus
Recorded in The Wilderness LA, CA

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